indianshootingstar:

I wholeheartedly agree, positivity is cool. !

1. (I’ll start out vain.) I love my hair (when it is washed and clean and brushed out and isn’t a rats nest.) it is an extremely interesting color, and I LOVE how long it is.

2. I love the fact that I have the ability to play instruments by ear. more specifically, I can hear a person sing (I think patrick stump is my best one) and I can match their style of singing almost perfectly.

3. I love myself because despite all the fucked up shit that has been happening in my life for the past fourish months, I keep going. I do my best with the situation I am given, and that is enough for me. I am at peace with this. adding on, it is the fact that i keep going and don’t consider the alternate option- to give up, stop giving a fuck, start using again, lose my mind and more than likely my life. I refuse to choose that option.

4. I love the fact that I have completely gotten off my antipsychotic (with advice and supervision of my doctor, of course. !) and that for the first time in over three and a half years I know what life is like without an antipsychotic. I am finding myself, remembering what it used to feel like to be who I am as a person, and I love the inspiration it has given me to WRITE.

5. I love the compassion and seemingly unlimited amount of platonic love I have in my heart for people that I feel who will return it (and therefore they receive it.) I am always unfailingly kind to basically everyone, and I am willing to be there for you and support you. I can be someone you can turn to. I know there is one individual that will probably read this and might disagree- but I haven’t forgotten about you. I promise. I’m so sorry that I have been a shitty penpal. so many fucked up things have happened, but please, text me. I love you, and I haven’t forgotten about you.

and that’s all. ! I’m going to send this to the inbox of ten people; so off I go. !

indianshootingstar I LOVE YOU 💙
1. My eyebrows
2. My loyalty (no matter how much it gets in the way)
3. My way with words (even though I’ve lost it a bit)
4. My unconditional, sometimes inconvenient, love for others above myself
5. Did I mention my eyebrows already? 😼